Its an unbearable truth that you often aren't able to appreciate things until they're gone. You never quite know how good something could have been until it's not there anymore. It's the bittersweet truth of many stories and moments in life. It's that moment, shortly after it's gone, when you suddenly lose your breath and realize that you love someone, or when you , out of nowhere, are overwhelmed by the fact that someone cared for you even more than you ever knew.
I woke up this morning (6 a.m.) to an impressive amount of text messages and emails from people I saw the night before and from people I haven't heard from in many years. One was from a good friend in Sweden I had emailed two years ago, she just now responded. Another was from my future landlord in Prague, just being as absolutely cool as possible. But one text message I received was from a special person whom I barely know, by that I mean I know her from one particular aspect, and that's it. The only reason I mention her is simply because I met many incredible people in my life, most of which I know will never see again. She is incredible, and I hope she is not one of those people. Life is meant to be enjoyed and she is meant to always be happy, this is how I view everyone whom I consider friends.
You all know me, I know there is nothing bad to be said about me, as I know there is nothing bad that can be said about all of you. There is a big moment in my life coming up, a new phase, new opportunities, new goals and new aspirations. I wrote in my journal when I was 8 years that I am going to change the world. I wonder if this is the time for that to happen? Life is to be enjoyed unconditionally, for the sake of simply knowing what is happiness and staying with the ones that care for you and being around the ones that make you happy.
You are my friends because you have a varied sense of humour, which I greatly appreciate.
You are my friends because I know, no matter what your past hides, I know it is not important, because we are friends and that stuff doesn't matter.
You are my friends because we have only good times, sure there are the humps we help each other through, but as I always say, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger, and we are strong.
As my future nears, I know there will be many things that will change, many of us may fall out of contact, maybe we won't ever see each other again, but be sure, you will never be forgotten.
I only ask one thing, one condition, live life unconditionally, the only obstacles in life are the ones we create for ourselves, nothing is impossible.
It is not important that I am the first person you remember, just as long as I am the last person you forget.
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